I’ve already let them down Yingluo (1:

Worried, he called the doctor over and found an excuse to check on her body. Fortunately, she was not injured and there were no signs of self-harm.

However, her silence was even more frightening than her hysteria before.

Hearing his words, mother ning covered her mouth and began to cry quietly.

Yan Sichen could only comfort her and said that he would see how things would go in the future. If it didn’t work, he would have to undergo forced treatment.

“......”

Just like that, another three days passed, and ning Qing still looked fine.

Other than not speaking.

Yan Sichen’s worry had reached its peak, but at this moment, ning Qing had actually spoken to him!

The doctor was waiting outside the door. In the ward, Yan Sichen sat in front of ning Qing with a gentle face. Qingqing, how have you been these past two days? ”

The woman looked at him and shook her head.

“Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?”

Ning Qing looked at him with her clear eyes.

He didn’t give up and asked a few more questions, but she still looked the same.

Yan Sichen felt very defeated.

In this life, the only thing that made him feel failure and heartache was the girl in front of him.

He closed his eyes and was about to get up to call the doctor outside.

“Can you help me open the window?”

The woman’s sudden voice made him realize what was going on for a few seconds.

After that, he said in surprise,”Qingqing, you’re Qianqian!”

Ning Qing was expressionless. Her fair face seemed to glow, fragile yet shockingly beautiful.

“Don’t move, I’ll help you open it.”

The man walked to the window, pulled open the curtains, and pushed open the two glass windows. When he turned back, there was a warm smile on his lips.

“How is it? is it better to breathe?”

Ning Qing nodded and said, ” thank you.

He didn’t know if he was happy or sad, but his smile was a little bitter. you don’t have to be so polite with me.

Ning Qing lowered her head. These days, her heart had been suffering unspeakable torture. She had been well-fed and dressed, but she had lost a lot of weight and her chin had become sharper.

“Brother Si Chen, I want to ask you for a favor,” she said softly.

For some reason, Yan Sichen’s heart skipped a beat.

He seemed to have predicted what she was going to say next, and the curve of his lips fell naturally.

Ning Qing pretended not to see it, or she didn’t care.

I heard that your medical team is testing a new drug, the one you mentioned to my father at my house before.

Yan Sichen’s heart sank a little. He had guessed right.

The man was no longer gentle, and his handsome features were stained with heaviness.

“Yingluo, why are you bringing this up?” he asked.

Ning Qing lifted the corners of her lips slightly, but it was too much effort, so she gave up.

I know you’re recruiting volunteers to test the new drug, but it’s not easy to find volunteers. I think you know that.

“So?”

“I’m willing to be the first round of experimenter,”

“......”

There was no emotion in ning Qing’s eyes. She was always calm and fearless, as if nothing could stir up her emotions.

She said, ” you and the doctor know how my condition is. I also know that Hanhan hasn’t been getting better these days. I’m a little powerless. I’m afraid that when my period gets longer, not only will I hurt myself, but I’ll also hurt the people around me. Hanhan, I don’t want my parents to worry anymore. I’ve already let them down.

A calm narrative came out of her mouth. In her eyes, the hurt and death were just a few simple words.